The Merchant Past Life

Upright Meanings: suspicion, anxiety, overwhelmed, joylessness, nightmares, stress, guilt, negativity, mental anguish, burden, terror, deep unhappiness, isolation, remorse, hormonal, at breaking point, focusing on past, desolation, insomnia, subject of gossip, cruelty, fear, illness, making mountains out of molehills, menopause, despair, inability to cope or face life, regret

Reversed Meanings: unselfishness, learning to cope, letting go of negativity/stress, extreme guilt/regret/ remorse/shame, total collapse/breakdown, healing, depression/ problems/fears escalating, improving, scandal/malicious gossip, giving up, opening up, accepting help, hallucinations, recovering, facing life, good news, light at end of tunnel, night terror